I have also come to understand, and am learning in increasing measure, the lessons and lifestyle of "seasons". There was a time that I felt to make a change, to have something be different than I had planned, vocalized, or even put plans into place for was negative. A sign that perhaps I was losing my mind.
But now...I have discovered and am learning that seasons and change should be expected. That maybe to change and have new seasons is the "normal."
"Maybe our normal is so subnormal that normal seems abnormal. Maybe we need a new normal. Bold prayers and big dreams are normal. Anything less is subnormal. " ~M. Batterson
Various seasons and change represent newness. Growth. Rest.
I have also come to be at peace with the fact that to have changing "life seasons" is even biblical!
"For everything there is a season, a time for every activity under heaven. A time to ....... and a time to....... " (see Ecclesiastes 3:1-8)
In fact, God created the world with seasons. Same... but different. And when we are nearing the end of one season, instead of complete dread, apprehension, or anxiety... we wait, almost longingly and expectantly, for the next season.
Why would I not also do that in my life? When a change is coming... eagerly anticipate knowing He has something in it and it is for my good. Knowing that He will meet me there.
And so, it appears that I may have opportunity to find myself back in this place on a more regular basis once again.
At least for this next season......